Haha 😁 I can feel the sarcasm. Well, it's not like I am pursuing full-time professional career in the sport, that's for sure, although I do plan to play a bit more of semi professional as a side, probably still counts as a hobby, nevertheless I am incredibly passionate towards the sport, I do not believe there's another calling for me, bigger than table tennis that is, to put it that way. Maybe it'll exceed the semi-professional plan, it's hard to put an estimate to how far I can go... Fact is I know how high the competition is in sports, considering my age of 19, it's quite too late pursue table tennis professionally, as I started at 17. Players of that age already compete with best of the best, it's almost half-way of the career! There aren't any good/professional coaches in the area as well, so I am putting a lot of work individually. Although I have a "coach" which is one of the representatives in our country of the sport, he doesn't really train... Not sure why, but he seems incredibly irresponsible, carefree and doesn't take me and my partner seriously, he mostly shows up 1 time in a week for a couple of hours, so it doesn't help much, claiming he "doesn't have time". He is a coach of our university's table tennis, students have the free access to sports clubs and gyms as well as some free coaching services. I'm in our university's selected team, however... Maybe it's a matter of paycheck... Important to note that he doesn't play seriously anymore. So, I am currently basically driven by my natural ability, great analytical skills and feel for the sport... I am primarily studying architecture, however, at this rate, it's probably safe to say I spend more time studying table tennis 🤣, making notes, analysing professional matches, tweaking my technique, devising strategies and training plans, diving deeply into the roots of techniques (how and why they work) as well as nuances... So far, it's going great, I have hit many walls, but I have always found a breakthrough, even if on my own... If I'll end up achieving something serious or the tides of life will wash me somewhere else, then I might just consider that 😁, for now, I understand that my words hold no weight, at least for now...