Need a new blade recommendation

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Hey fellas

Need recommendation for a new blade was recently playing with

Neottech Mark carbon
Fh Jekyll n Hyde 47.5 max
Bh nittaku s1

I feel uncomfortable with the blade handle and for some weird reason unable to get the sweet spot and proper control of the blade and rubbers

Was looking into

Tibhar Felix Lebrun ALl seemed like a good blade

Open for suggestions and recommendations