Use the provincial version..... The best choice... Big dipper is close but not it.
There is anything like it, and forgot all hybrid rubbers.
They are trash.
I always donate it to someone.......
Unfortunately once i donated one dhs 3 bs national (one week played ) to someone who i believe will give it to some young and perspective..... Unfortunately i found out he sell it for 80 euros to some old guy which doesn't have any knowledge how to play with...
In first.... Your legs are nit bend enough... Experience player will do a quick block and you will not be able to react because of the straight legs. And for second.... Try to do a proper toss in beginning .