Thanks for those words, sure i always do my best and i always try to improve even slightly, and i don't play top players always, but i do play with few or practice so i can see what they do or how they do it and many times i keep watching them playing against each other, as well i watch those top seeded players games online or on youtube, and my style is still effective against lower level than me, i even played against few players who have coaching for a while and i manage to beat them, so it is like i didn't lose all my skill yet, but i need to fine tune it by coaching and i becoming older in age and also i gt busy in bad situations, so maybe i am not focusing well and not giving my full or true playing, but i don't cheat myself, i really need lots of practice and learning from coaching.
It doesn't matter about blades, it doesn't make me stronger or weaker, in fact, any blade i play i try to make it works for me, offensive or defensive all can work for me if i adjust my style, it is like i try hard to control the blade but not make the blade to control me, but you know sometimes you can't do more with certain tools and this is good or healthy, we shouldn't lie and say that any tool will do the best, maybe not always, and i really still like to try more rackets as long i can now than later, i do have fun.
by the way, yesterday our time i went to the club and i started to play with my new third racket, a defensive blade with one LP rubber and one inverted rubber, i played against one player i play with him more often there and i remember he is having coaching, but i really don't know what is his level and if i am better than him or not, but i really enjoy to play with him, and somehow i feel he is too, and it doesn't matter for me if i can learn from him or he is not gonna improve my techniques or whatever, i shouldn't forget that i need to enjoy also, so i will try to learn and improve sometimes when i don't want to enjoy or have fun and being series, matter of a time.
Back to Carbonado topic, so what did you find with both Carbonado, and what do yo really look for from them or one of them? and why you try blades as well if you feel you have something good enough you played with before those Carbonado? sometimes i can't understand others who keep advising to keep/use one thing and they use/test many themselves.