Background: I played from 1997 to 2010, quit the sport and returned in 2024.
So I've seen the changes from 21 to 11, 38 to 40mm (celluloid), the fall of glue and the early rise of tensors.
I have always played in the lower regional leagues, and also always felt like I was capable of more. But when push comes to shove, I keep finding myself missing simple balls yet landing the difficult ones.
I am on my best rating ever, but I feel like more and more of a beginner making so many stupid misses and half-assed balls, being on the back foot, out of place, and just winning the points on a combination of grit, luck and outright serves. Simply put, I don't feel a solid base that will help me if I do manage to promote. It doesn't help that I've been structurally losing in training matches to those players that are on a rating and playing level where I feel I should be.
It still feels however, like the game I used to play doesn't exist anymore, it's physically impossible with today's balls, but I think I lost it already when I made my first switch to (light) tensors. I read something the other day about classic rubbers depending heavily on the flex of the blade, and the introduction of tensor rubber switching the focus to engaging the rubber. After I switched from using Tibhar Vari Spin and Donic Vario (back in the 2000s) to more dynamic rubbers, I just feel like I never made it click properly. (I never used speed glue myself)
Coming back to the current day, I still feel like none of the gear I've tried so far is making me feel comfortable. The transition from mainly using "blade whip" (I had a very flexy Appelgren Allplay) to using "rubber snap" (what the tensor feeling is to me) just outright kills the feeling of stability and confidence for me.
However, playing Tenergy 05, when I play completely loose, and commit to every single shot, the results are wonderful. That's very demanding though.
But using sticky rubbers just feels way too demanding to get the ball going reliably. I have a desk-job physique, and as much as I like these rubbers when I *can* deliver the shot, most of the time I can't.
Now, it's easy to just give up and go back to classic rubbers. And truthfully, I would probably make it work and never miss out on anything spin- or speedwise on my current play level. I encounter plenty of people using the likes of Sriver, Mark V, Vari Spin and Vario.
But I don't want to stay at my current play level.
I've tried a lot of rubbers, and to be honest I just don't think the problem is in any specific rubber, but in my adaptation of them. So before springing on yet another set of rubbers and making a gamble on what I want to try and adapt to next, I need to figure out what I'm missing in properly adapting to using dynamic rubber because at this point I'd much rather learn what to do to grow into my gear instead of changing something *again*.
I feel like most things I can do at home without a table just don't really have enough impact to train the feeling of engagement. Whereas when I was starting as a kid, bouncing the ball was a very simple method that allowed me to time my blade's whip, and it translated to table play very well. Now it just feels like I'm feathering the rubber when I keep up a ball. Unless I want to hit the ceiling every single time of course. If anything, that teaches me to hold back.
So what helped you to adapt to tensors? Or what would you do to teach someone to build up their feeling of reliability?