Ah ok, say game simulation so i can understand better.
Well, i play games simulations, but in those games no one teach others anything, sometimes they repeat some points or don't count 1 point or 2 just for fun, but none are willing to teach others anything either win or lose, even the coach when he plays with some players he doesn't teach what is right or wrong until they take coaching paid with him.
I hope i can find someone who is kind enough to teach me what's wrong if i play against him and lose, but my only chance that i will fight for is to find a more nearby club where they adopt only citizens like me and teach us either free or by paying, because i am registered to a table tennis academy which is open for all members any nationals with payment, while the official clubs some are having table tennis only for locals or citizens and they have coaches, and they try to train them to be in the national team or for some tours, in the club in my city, the coach teaches locals and non locals kids only, but adults he teaches only locals and he welcomes me to join but he is too busy teaching in different places in very short time.
Well, my other option is to use my other blades where i have different rubbers, maybe i will have few great for returning, if i will wait someone to teach me while i am playing with him i may wait very long, so better to do something now than to wait very long, or better i never play against those strong higher level or skilled opponents then.
Can you direct me to videos where someone serve very low spinney to the left side of BH and showing how the opponent return those kind of serves without pips out rubbers? serves to the left wing of the receiver low spinney or heavy spin, not the long fast ones.