Update on my EJing to get a faster blade - I really don't know how to play with a faster blade. I have tried again and I know that because of my limited mobility, I definitely need one, likely with a spinny rubber like Evolution MX-S, in order to compete with better players. Or maybe just something different but you get the idea.
But I used the Nexy Calix 2 as part of a test and blade review by Nexy and I played better. I even tested an Aruna, which might be the slowest blade used by a pro player out in the market today, and I played better again. Now, playing better, compared to my recent results mess, is merely playing around 2000 level, and there might be other factors in play here like improving health and mobility, lighter and better rubber etc. But the bottom line is I am going to postpone my attempts to use a faster rubber and blade until after the NA Teams. I don't want to piss away points in frustration because I can't control my pushes and blocks when I could just humble myself and use a slower blade until further notice.