Anyway, some actual advice, rather than just blowing smoke up your 🍑 😂
Firstly, it’s not bad at all. These drills will always make you feel worse than you actually are, and they aren’t reminiscent of match play (but the whole, train hard - play easy motto is good to remember here).
As others have said, if your aim is to simply do this drill better, take the ball earlier on your forehand.
At the moment, you are loading up a little, and semi looping the ball back, which makes you play the ball later.
If you played it more like a FH to FH knock up, you’d be in better position.
BUT….. In a real world match, how often are you going to load up on a FH loop, and then do the same on BH? Very little….
What you are doing is much more relatable - A decent FH shot followed by an aggressive, but controlled backhand punchy type shot.
Other than that, you’ll just get better at this the more you do it.
You’ll probably start to be a little “busier” at the table - More micro movements as your footwork gets better.
But it’s a really solid starting point, and I’d be very happy if I were you!