yesterday went to a mini tournament.
1st match
i play against a young defender kid with LP, he's a beginner and should be like 300 points below me.
he's not consistent in defense, not very dangerous attacking FH or BH. I cruise 11-4 in G1. and then i must have thought the match is over. and suddenly i stop doing the minimal efforts of getting low and in position and i start missing, and start getting nervous and missing a lot. suddenly its like I've never played LP. and i will lose this match 1-3, doing again and again the same mistakes + he got the extra bit of luck when it mattered.
There was more than 20 ways of winning this match, like just pushing or controlling and getting more focused but i didn't do it, can't understand why.
2nd match a veteran LP guy, push-block penholder. much more consistent than the kid. but i don't underestimate him. i win G1 easy, G2 less easy, G3 is a disaster, G4 big lead but then he got 3-4 lucky balls in a row and its 9-9 , fortunately i play v well the next 2 points and win.
3rd match i play a 8yo kid, son of the TT school owner, he's N3 in All-Japan in his age category. I saw him nearly beating a good player who was probably better than me. so i know i have to go all out. I play a very good match, win 3-1 thanks to good head start in G1 and G4 and good fight in G2. the kid also lost his confidence a bit in G4. i'm sure in 1 or 2 years max i can't beat him anymore.
4th match i play a coach here, he's a defender with LP, very high ranked player (4th in the national amateur competition STTA). its the last match of the day of the tournament, and everybody is watching so he decided to play 100% against me. despite some great very long rallies he gets back really everything loops, smashes, drop shots, and i don't understand at all his serve. any weak serve or shot i get punished and its 0-11...
but i adapt better and better, getting the first point of G2 after a long rally. 5-11 but it gets even better as i manage to finally get back his serve consistently by pushing or with FH loop instead of trying BH drive. I'm getting in the zone, play my best TT or even better, and i dominate in rallies in G3 but i get too tense at the end outing again his serves. 11-13.
the point is, its incredible that at a few hours interval, to 2 players of same style, one a beginner and one of national level, well i play from shit to very good. Can't find a rational explanation. in the meanwhile, my ranking is tanking (again)...