And again, it all comes to the budget, because i am without any job and i have very little money that i only use it for my family and home stuff, if i have more money or get any job then i will put priorities, first to buy the racket, later if i get more money again and i feel i want to play more or improve then i can think about the coaching, but i don't think i will rush this idea any soon, maybe not even this year, but i may start with a membership which allows me to play there with members or trainers or even non members who pay per day, and i may try their once-twice per month open tournaments.
But i really hate the idea that everywhere i want to enjoy my hobby i must pay membership or whatever, before when i was in a job i was able to pay everything, but when i work i don't have time to do my hobbies or sports in weekend as i am full tired exhausted or busy with family, but i must try to arrange my life so i can do my hobbies, and i really want to get into TT again and enjoy it as before.
About winning and losing, in that university there are many students, many in different levels, so i win to some and lose to some, i remember last time i lost to 2 students again and again and won only 1 against one of them, but i played with others 6 students and i beat them all without losing one game, so i know i will face say 10 normal below average level players and 2-3 top or higher level, and i enjoy to play with all levels even if i lose, and honestly speaking, i don't want to spend money hiring a coach to train/teach me so to beat those 2-3 students, it doesn't deserve i pay to beat those, i have more important things than thinking about winning only, and i will try to find places where i can play tennis here and there so i can have more contacts.
I remember once i was going to a games center in my area, and they had one TT table, and i keep going there a lot and play a lot, and i was beaten to death and also won a lot, i remember i did play with a Chinese player, an old man, he told me that his son is in Chinese national team, and this old man beaten me in all games without one lose, i was happy because i played against one great top player, don't know if he was a top player or played with Chinese team, but his playing was in another league, i never thought to find a coach to teach me so i can beat him, i just enjoyed playing with him even i lost to him always [ i played with him 5 games only anyway].