Lasta, I truly value your post and respect your thought behind it. But there's 2 things I should mention:
1: the only reason I'm here is seeing the ideas of others, I was going to buy that Ovtcharov blade, but I just thought of buying something from other brands, and hell I can't stop being loyal to Donic xD
2: I'm not sitting on a gold mine to feel unsatisfied with what I bought and then become an EJ like you are certain about. As a matter of fact, I just graduated from high school and I don't think I can buy tons of equipments like others. As a matter of fact, my only hope is being that good that a company finally values me and opts to sign a contract of sponsorship with me in the future. That's why if you read my comments, you see I'm trying to buy the equipments of the same company for all of my setup. Where do you think Iran is? The land of dreams? No! You don't get 2 shots for something like this in Iran because no one even finds it as an opportunity of succeeding and they mess with you if you talk about it. Even my father does xD.
With that being said, I'ma have to do my best to make a way.
3: about trying the racket of club mates, I have to tell that the city where I live in has no club for tt in it :| so, it's been around 2 years that I wasn't able to play seriously. I have to travel something like 20+ kilometers to make it to that club. And because of school, I couldn't make it.
I feel like I had to tell you guys all of it because I don't have a friend in real life that I can tell my problems to, without getting japed like hell.
Thx for your concerns