so i was in another team tournament today, Tokyo League Division 5 (out of 7). The level is already pretty high.
We were in a group of 5 teams. I was the weakest player of my team and played only 2 matches. That's also because the team was winning fast, we won our 3 first matches 3-0. I had only time to play 1 doubles match, early in the morning, that we won 3-1, i played rather well, but it helps to play with a very good player.
Last match, we play the top team, going down from Division 3 having forfeited a few rounds because of Covid.
I am playing a singles match against the father of Taku Takakiwa, a former JNT member. He's not as strong as his sons, but i checked he is a very respectable Dan 3 player. Now well over 60, i guess he is well past his prime when he probably earned his dans, and cannot move as quick as he used to, but he's still very skilled and experienced. He is a traditional J-Penholder.
Nevertheless, i am playing without pressure and fear, and have a very good start. 7-7 in G1 but it almost looks i'm the better player at that stage. I don't make easy mistakes, serve and receive is actually good, here's a lot of rallies, i don't miss my opportunities to open with loop on both wings and keep on attacking. I'm not often playing that well.
Then at 7-7 i make the mistake to try again a serve which is not working so well. Normally my BH serve is effective, but this guy is twisting his wrist and manages to take the ball on the left side and kill the sidespin and give a deadball. i know I missed a BH opener because of that earlier on. I should have known that he'd do it again and that i should anticipate trying to get it with the FH but i pushed it too long instead.
I hated myself for that, and collapsed mentally, instead of staying positive. 7-11.
Game2 i still play well, and it's a 1-point game all along. he gets the game point first, but i save a couple, and with the help of the net twice in a row, im up 12-11. We then get into a rally, where he is retreating more than 3 meters away from the table as I am attacking, and he's trying lobbing. I don't take too much risk with the smash as i thought he couldn't be that good at this little game, and I'm rather good at smashing, but he retrieves 3 and I miss the 4th smash.
And again i collapse mentally, trying a fast long serve down the line on the next point which bounces 1 meter off the table ... and lose the next rally...12-14.
Game3 I disappeared and he won easily 11-6. I just cannot afford to miss the kind of opportunities I had against this upper rank players.
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so once again, sometimes i have fantastic shots coming out of my racket, I can play at moments very well, but it rarely lasts one full game, lets not talk about lasting a whole match.
To give credit to my opponent, he quickly analyzed my game. my BH topspin was very effective today so he switched to serving and pushing to my FH most of the time from the middle of the game, and indeed i made more mistakes there.
still I can see improvements. my ball quality is up. my attacking shots are good enough relative to my level and the couple ones above. I am better at recovering behind my serves, trying to get ready for any ball at the 2nd bounce. I am more aware of what's coming after my serves and have some good tactics. I can now serve short with backspin with my BH etc...
still quite far from being able to win those matches, but i feel I've made a step or 2 in the right direction, finally
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my teammates fought well but we lost to the top team 2-3, which means we finished 2nd out of 5 and won't go up one division for next time.
all in all i played only 2 matches, while our ace player played 8 matches (4 doubles + 4 singles).
that's how team tournaments work here. But i don't mind too much, i enjoy cheering almost as much as playing.